Just one commission, to be more precise.

I'm just about to finish the art trade I owe, and since my subscription is expiring this month, I'll do a commission for somebody in change of a one-year deviantART subscription.

The commission would consist of one character, completely colored and shaded, and probaby a simple background. It's preferrable that the character is a canid or feline, since I do those best, but I've drawn other animals when necessary. I just prefer not to have to draw them.

You can see more commission information from the link at the bottom of the journal. Some of that might be a little outdated but you can get an idea anyways.

There's only one slot for a commission so I most likely will be taking it from the first person who asks.

It's the first year I've ever mentioned it. My birthday is on December 17th. Back then when I was a kid I used to get presents both on my birthday and at Christmas. Having a birthday so close to Christmas meant getting even more presents at a time. These days I usually don't do much for my birthday.

In other news, it's quite cold around here at this time of the year.

I'm still checking this site every day. I'm very alive even though I haven't shown many signs of activity.

Over time I've gotten around to sketching the art trade I have to finish. I've finished most of it but I haven't been confident enough to post it, I keep erasing and fixing things every time I look at the file.

I really want a project to work on, but something that I'd find interesting enough to go through all the effort it takes. At the moment, drawing is not really in my interest unless it's part of a larger project that would be fun and successful. I dream of one day making a project so successful that I'll have my own fanbase. It's only possible with the help and collaboration of others; I know that on my own I am nothing.

I wouldn't mind some web development work to do. If you want a website but don't know much coding, send me some design descriptions or images and I can build a website for you with everything included. When it comes to web development there are no limitations to what I can do. Dyanamic, interactive, efficient, customizable... Anything you want in a website, I can make it.

I've been so bored for months. So much of my time wasted because I don't know what to do.

I know have done a few pictures over the months, but it's just a chore for me, I don't get anything out of it anymore.

I just want something to do, something that will get results. I'm a person who's not satisfied with being a follower. I want to be the creator of something that gains followers. A comic, animation series, videogame or even just a website.

I don't have the patience to do anything on my own, and I lack ideas anyways. My projects fail because either there's too much to do before seeing any results or I can't get ideas for the project.

When I'm able to organize something, there just aren't enough people with the talent who can help me, I always have to work alone. The work of five or six people placed onto me. I don't mean to sound egotistical, but I always feel I'm the only one who knows enough of what I'm working on and I can't trust other people with it, which is why it's difficult to pass work to other people even if I manage to get somebody to agree to help.

I still have an art trade to finish, I haven't forgotten and I won't forget. When I have the energy to get up and draw again I'll do it...

I've been really tired recently, I might be slow at finishing my next picture.

I might take a break from drawing when I'm finished my next picture.